Tuesday, November 09, 2010

25 Weeks and 3 Days...and friggin miserable

Total weight gain/loss: Havent had a weigh in.
Sleeping: Omfg its awful. Uncomfortable. And if I have to hear Jon complain one more time about how I keep him awake at night with my breathing and tossing & turning, Im going to tie him to the bed and set the house on fire. I get into bed and he'll wake up immediately, and ask me "whats wrong"...are you serious. I cant breath! Thats whats wrong. Also if one more person calls or texts me (or Jon, bc I am in the same bed as him, it wakes me up too!) at 7 o'clock in the morning, Im going to set your house on fire!
Best Moment this week: Nothing comes to mind.
Any movement: Yes, crazy movements, no Braxton-Hicks yet, I hear those are coming.
Cravings: Panera Bread and oatmeal, I have eaten 6 packages of oatmeal so far today and I plan on having 2 more when I get home.
Pregnancy signs: Bitchiness, exhaustion, this line that darkens everyday on my belly, my shirt hurts my nipples, I cant Not wear a bra anymore.
What I miss: Oh you'll love this, sneezing. Yes thats right I miss sneezing. It isnt what it used to be. Now when I sneeze urine falls out. WTF is that?
What I'm looking forward to: The chiropractor tomorrow and my haircut on thursday, and saturday, I think Im going to take the day off.
Things that have changed: My body, I feel like a stranger.

And Lastly, I leave you with my public service announcement: Keep in mind everyone, I still have PD. That hasnt gone away temporarily or cured itself! Not trying to 'play that card', but seriously nobody knows what Im going through, physically! I dont want anyones sympathy but a litttle empathy would be nice. Let me assure you, you have no clue what Im going through...its not like im on disability and all im doing is baking this baby, im also working full time. And yes I know that this struggle will only continue once the baby is born, but I CAN ask for help with that part. The pregnancy part though, kinda on my own with this.
Thank you, that is all!